Saturday, December 16 @ 10:42 PM
Two words to describe the camp: tiring, fun (:
we had to wake up at 6am for physical excercise.. sian.. although we were tired.. but bcos e excercise was interesting! hehe.. they played those stream of praise songs which made me wake up (: den there were these two funny characters who added to e fun of the morning excercise! :D they were 'cheng cheng' n e station master!!! hehe.. let me explain.. (: cheng cheng is a guy who gt famous in e camp aft a stage performance on e last night. he was super funny la! haha.. den e station master oso vv cartoon. hee.. he was one of e station masters at one of e station. den he blur blur de. someone ask me col him so i col him den he wave at me. lol! he thot i was waving at him. haha.. but e thing dat i gt attracted to em is mainly e physical excercise. hee.. they super cartoon de!!! lol. and im super duper glad i took foto wf em!!! hehe.. (: (: (: and e game was fun oso.. a very unique game. but quite violent oso la. heh.. n i learnt two new songs at dis camp! hehe.. which touched me. and i learnt abt true love n true compassion - not asking for anything back in return n to give willingly. well, this is jus e small part of it la. hee..
since i came back from e camp.. i felt dat time is really vv little. two more wks to sch reopen. sian.. n most of my hw is yet to b done!!! help!!! n mon is church chalet.. 27 gg thailand.. no more time!!! hai hai hai....... i've been hai-ing so much in e camp.. come back still hai.. haas.. its never-ending hai-ing.
i thot alot on e way back from malaysia. i thot of e ques which i thot before a few months ago. i got e assurance but now.. i doubt again. who knows what will happen in e future? u all cnt assure anything in future. today we mention xiaomin n jianing they all.. w/o communication.. w/o much contact.. e r/s will definitely sour. i miss e xing fu feeling when i was a kid. i really cnt bear to let go of those memories, as well as all of u. as time passes.. we will get busier.. n i might hv more serving opp. in e other church. as i thot of these.. i wanted so much to let all e tears out. i tried so much to held back. Sometimes.. a hug from u all jus gave me a little comfort n encouragements. but dat was enough compared to hrs of toking on e phone or msgs. jus by sitting beside u all.. i could feel a happy already bcos i might not even hv much of e chance in future. Can we really fulfil all e dreams we used to tok abt? e wedding shop.. e staying together when we grow up.. e status of ur future children's god-mom/aunty.. da jie's wedding.. etc. if i can make a christmas wish.. i hope to turn back time.. to e time when we go for church camps (sibu island, de saru).. e time when all of u chase me around.. played wf me.. even e part when u all tease me abt donald duck for my 'du zui'. lol. hao huai nian those days.. (:
